CYCLOPS : Random Musings

Random thoughts scribbled randomly for random viewers from random places!!!

Thursday, April 08, 2010

Adam Murphy: I’z nvr dsignd 2take part in d rat race.I’z nvr intnded 2b a cog in d wheel.Mn’t suitd 2it.M fr 2snsitiv.Don't hav d callouses neded 2srviv d day 2day abrasins tht modrn existnc dlivrs 2d soul.My survival up 2nw hz dpnded on my ability 2intimid8 d rst of d wrld 2kep it's distnc.2liv a hrmit's lyf & yt liv amngst d othr prim8s.It's nr physicaly pynful 2liv lyf dis way.I'm an empathy,an artist,an obsrvr,an intrpretr,a visionry.My rol’s 2alow reality 2wash ovr m,2surund m,2penetr8 m&in my own uniQ way its my lot 2act as a czmk prsm.2absorb,2reflct,2rdrct d univrs bak 2d mases in a form unlyk wht dey're usd 2.I nvr realizd tht untl vry recntly.I always thot I’z jst a mediocre artist.Jst gud enuf.Jst gud enuf 2frustr8 m tht I’zn't btr.Jst flawd enuf 2force m 2exist in d wrld in a way not suitd 2m.An endles,entropic 9tmar.A hamstr on a wheel.No strt.No 5ish.No escp.I’z wrng abt tht 2.Cr8ivity is my outlt.A tiny dimnsionl shunt 2d left.Its my temp exit frm d flaws of modrn civilizatn.It's not abt bng rich/evn sucesful.It's abt findng a tiny raft of sanity in an insane univrs.In sm strang way I thnk tht my cr8ivity is d bufr I ned 2intract properly w/ d denizens of dis flawd wrld.

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